哇，說真的，眼看著這本書看的人越來越少，真是好刺激人啊。剛開始更這本書的時候明明是出於衝動來著，沒有大綱沒有人物小傳，所以每天憋兩千字都好痛苦。沒想到這樣的小說還有讀者願意堅持看，真的很感動。很感謝大家的鼓勵和陪伴!!!

還是那句話，我一定一定不會讓這本書草草完結，雖然現在的確很挫敗，但是我至少會讓我原本想好的大致主線好好地收個尾。我想讓成慕找出真兇，為昭慕報仇，我想寫到成慕和她的愛人們幸福地在一起，像每一個溫暖的童話故事那樣。

總有人把自己比喻成遊戲裡的npc，指望操控自己的玩家氪金，實際上，在任何一部小說裡，只有覺醒的遊戲npc才能收穫幸福。

希望大家認真生活，天天開心，做自己的氪金玩家。在三次元遇到不順心的事也可以評論說哦。畢竟這裡又不是小紅書和微博，沒有同城推薦，不怕被扒馬甲。

蠢作者明天又要去面試，所以今天暫時沒有時間更新，只能明天更了。下面會貼一段英文水字數……

I could only have one male friend but several girl friends in a period. Louie was my best friend in high school. We are both athletes, and one day we decided to run till we drop. We ran lap after lap. I dropped while Louie still looked fresh. But given my feeling, he lied that he couldn't run farther. To my distress, Louie got killed in Vietnam. Several weeks after his funeral, I tried to visit his mother and told her how much I love Louie. However, my words sounded like lies, which made the situation embarrassing. I was so sorry that I didn't tell Louie my love when he was alive.

Sam is my best friend now, who I have known for many years. A few years ago, we swam at a beach. We swam quite far from the shore when we thought we had spotted a shark. I swam more quickly but I was willing to swim back to save my friend. At that time, I realized how much I love Sam. Naturally, the shark was imaginary but my love for Sam was real.

I was fortunate that I didn't tell Sam my love. Because there has been enough evidence to indicate that. While I always told the women or girls my love. As emotions were nailed down, I needn' t prove it. They received all my uncensored emotions. I knew that I must change my attitude towards my girl friends.